Jun. 3rd, 2017 02:55 pm
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Took a nap, got up, and promptly passed several huge blood clots into my underwear. like half the size of golf-balls.

I know you guys must be tired of hearing about all my uterine woes, but I'm documenting it so I know when and where stuff happened, and honestly, I need the comfort of women who empathize and understand this shit.

And it IS shit. Physically and emotionally I am so, so tired of this ongoing nightmare. Having to hobble to the store to buy huge bulky pads while trying not to bleed through the small pads I have is a nightmare. Knowing I can't call my doctor until Monday is a nightmare. Trying to figure out if this is the start of a period or if the clots are an isolated incident is a nightmare.

Knowing I still have over a month before surgery, and I need to go through more tests is a fucking nightmare as well.

I'm on the verge of crying right now. The stress of work, home life and now this physical issue is putting me over the top and I just feel so alone right now. I don't mean to drag anyone else down with me, but it's been a long time since I felt this low.

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Date: 2017-06-04 11:56 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] elayna
I'm sorry you're having to go through this but I will never tire of hearing what is going on with you. {{{{{hugs}}}}}

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Date: 2017-06-12 06:32 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] tres_mechante
I cannot imagine what you are going through! *hugs* But I will listen whenever you need to vent (now that I am back online). Hugs and love


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